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It’s a summer mess. But It’s not summer.
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我憋了三天。什么也没写出来。
围城
胶州湾畔，高楼如同雨后春笋一般窜天而起。即使人潮人海的市中心已无比拥挤，开放商也乐此不疲地刷新着新楼高度的记录。一桥一隧，把之前不很便利的半岛经济圈串联了起来。
一派欣欣向荣。却不是那个我日思夜想的青岛。
青岛，家乡，青春，此刻交织在一起，变成了钱老心境里的那座围城。而我也已经不知自己，日日夜夜，究竟是困在其中出不来，还是守在外头进不去。
8/13/2011
Surrealism
我不知从何说起。 Details »
Relentless
我在向前走，可是身子却朝后。 Details »
Untitled
零、
大概是这个星期三吧，实习被确定了，在西雅图的 UBS Financial Services, Inc. 很多人了解之后都会说怎么怎么厉害，问我是怎么Freshman就可以拿到Internship的。我无言。不想和他们解释什么是Private Wealth Management Internship，为什么我能够拿到。其实所有的大一学生都有能力做到这点，只是很多人没有做，或者根本就没想过要去了解。于是会觉得我所得到的机会很光鲜——他们不知道其实都是端茶倒水贴贴信封的杂活，还好我的老板还不错，答应给我些切实的东西去做——而“光鲜”的代价就是我只能回国三个星期二十天。 Details »
负担
70年代以后，宽松的政治环境以及证券市场的几何倍增长使得美国奠定了自己世界金融中心的地位，证券的交易自然也就成了金融界最主要的巨头。从Salomon Brothers到Drexel Burnham，从Lehman Brothers到Bear Stearns，尽管一个接着一个的陨灭，但缔造的传奇却是每个交易员最喜于乐见的话题。 Details »
Save Me San Francisco
零、
没来三藩，不知传说中的inflight wifi只有前一阵子holiday才是免费的，我却不知为何萎靡地在从纽约到底特律再到西雅图的航班上昏睡了好几个小时。这也许解释了下飞机以后突如其来的高烧。我觉得太累了，我觉得在病榻上度过圣诞节已是一种享受，我想沉沉地睡着。
病总要好，觉总要醒。犹豫不决，不知是该呆在家里安享假期，还是来San Francisco。 Details »
长大就是穿上聚酯的西装
我穿着新买的羊毛Suit，走在Seattle的Madison St上爬坡，感觉不一样。1st Ave, 2nd Ave, 3rd Ave… Starbucks的老巢，每个街区都能看得到，不用担心一大清早腥松的睡眼。Caramel Latte，夏天时加冰… Details »
未来是件看不清摸不准的东西
最近状态有些下降，总结起来说就是生活没有组织好，没太有规律。
虽然做事一直还很勤奋，但是少了一分开始的冲劲。忘记了paper due到底是星期二还是星期四，一直以为是星期四，没有修改好。本来以为可以继续拿个A-或者更好，这次觉得可能B+都拿不上了吧？Quiz也没做好，不过估计不会咋样，好歹还是A吧。不知道。不确定。未来是件看不清摸不准的东西。
不知怎么的，可能是彻底习惯了这边的生活，再也不会一大清早起床依旧精力充沛了，总是要睡到10点才能懒洋洋地爬起来 Details »
哎，美国
来美国了，就International Orientation那一周随手写了点东西表示我已经到美国了，后来就一直没有时间。
好不容易放秋假了，睡到了自然醒然后额外再睡了两个小时。前段时间自己太累，想的太多太多。以至于晚上彻夜睡不着，东翻翻西翻翻，只有困到再也睁不开眼我才能安然入睡，此时已经不知道是两点还是三点。
其实，有些事情想多了也就想通了，就像几年前一样。
路线突然就在脑海中清晰了。
It starts with one thing
I don＇t know why
It doesn＇t even matter
How hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by
As the pendulum swings
Watch it count down
To the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It＇s so unreal
Didn＇t look out below
Watch the time go
Right out the window
Trying to hold on,
But didn＇t even know
Wasted it all just
To watch you go
I kept everything inside and
Even though I tried,
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will
Eventually be a
Memory of a time when
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn＇t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn＇t even matter
One thing,
I don＇t know why
It doesn’t even matter
How hard you try,
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme,
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way
You were mocking me
Acting like I was
Part of your property
Remembering all the
Times you fought with me
I＇m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren＇t the way
They were before
You wouldn＇t even
Recognise me anymore
Not that you
Knew me back then
But it all comes
Back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried,
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will
Eventually be a
Memory of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn＇t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn＇t even matter
I＇ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There＇s only one thing you should know
I＇ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There＇s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn＇t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn＇t even matter
http://bbsdown.syue.com/month_0903/0903011940a7152cd48cbc2b7e.mp3
linkin park的in the end~8知道你有听过没……
Take everyday as it comes; take everything the way it is~^^
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Brezeck replied:
Thx for the song.
Every time I listen to it, I get freshed.
Keep fighting,
for your SAT in June.
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THANK YOU
FOR HELPING MY ESTABLISH WEBSITE!
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Brezeck replied:
不用谢哈哈。
首先要说的是，你的悟性很好。比我当时学做网站快多了。欢迎进入这个奇妙的世界。
然后要说的是，Wordpress是个很flexible的程序，你应该大胆探索，多研究研究，把它的功能发挥到极致，把网站打造成最适合自己的状态。
加油。
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我说这好象哪见过。。。刚开始我以为是你写的。。。in the end的词我没仔细研究#.#
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Brezeck replied:
Kitty sent it to me..
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努力
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Brezeck replied:
呵呵。谢谢
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